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開開心心的過著每一天是她的目標。 她希望每天都能給到朋友開心的歡笑,給朋友希望與機會。♥

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Saturday, 19 September 2009

17 . 9 . 09 [ quite a special day ]

wowho~~today back early at 12.30pm n canceled the extra class of chinese class (2.40-4.40)...quite happy~ dun noe why today after the ceramah of moral i feel very high, i scream, jump here n thr, running n others ( like gila babi) Haha...


After that my sis fetch XIANG and ROGER back home at ANGKASA NURI, TAMAN MEDERKA ( if i'm not wrong, cause i'm not familiar wif all this places...hehe). After fetching them, my sis n I was going to 华中中学giv her teacher sumting n then we directly go MP n DP already~hehe~



Sis say wan buy a present for her frend tats bufday is on tomorrow~ then we go ADIDAS shop buy a sport t-shirt n its quite bigsize n yeng lo~~~ when back home, i feel very tired, cause i had long time din go shopping n shop till so long time~


PS ● HAPPY BUFDAY TO GOR ( XIANG ) YA~

Monday, 7 September 2009

I cannot Tahan liaw!!!!

Haiz~~

tis few days i cant slp well as i can~although i'm really tired ady, but still keep dreaming at thr thinking sumting tat imposible n many else~ bsides, now i'm moody too~ i hav alot of thing to say at here, but i think i'm quite speechless de lo~~ARG!!!!!!!!!

when i cant slp, i will think alot of the weird question n ask myself y tat should thouse thing be like tat?? I always think about tat y nowadays i had changed alot?? Last time when i was just step in the secondary sch i was a kindly, shamefull, keep smile at all the time, wont easy get angry my frend even tat they ar wrong, n easy get bully (actually not bully la, just chun zhen lo)...

but now, the 1 i am form 4 had changed in all the aspek as my attitude, my style talk wif fren (sumtime time easy get angry), always absent for sch attendents, n getting lazy to do my hw as well~~

WTH??wat is the main problem n cause me till like tis?? stressfull?? useless?? pengaruh rakan sebaya??(like writing karangan) my feeling get hurt from sum1??frends prob?? answer is I DUN NOE!!!

For me, frends is plying a very very importants role in my life~ although tis few year i had noe many new frends n they ar kindly n frendly but tats not I 1. I just wan a few best frend always walk or stand or even pangsai 2gether...but i think i hav no such the best frend in my life...

Today at school, i din ask anyfrend to accompony me line up when perhimpunan~ the 1 who onli talk wif me is just Shahidah (my malay's best frend) ,mayqi n wan teng onli~ others they just talk themselves n din chat v me at all if got tats just asking me about the folio onli...when tat time, i really get hurt~ I just noe i always ALONE in sch~

n yet, tis is not i perasan, it is happened since few months ago!!!
every time nid i mention just care about me, do u all noe i also a human being, i also nid sumbody care, n tis cause me not dare to couple wif guys~


now is just 12.06am onli, but i had already 28 hours din slp~haiz~


even tat my parents also dun noe my feeling now, just few boy's frend caring about me....thx guys~(not my peminat==)


sumtime really hard to make a decided :'(

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

几乱咯~

心情很复杂,反复无常

『三思再看,多句废话+不好的词语在里面』

放了四点的闹钟,原本想起来干掉那几篇作文,可是手痒按掉然后再set多一次五点半的竟然睡不醒,就直接到六点四个字了~起来后看到姐很用力的在k书,哪里懂他k到七点才要换衣~害我差点迟到,还不想去学校了~

在学校很开心,跟莉云一直粘在一起,很多东西可以聊。第一节的时候很惨,一直给老师算。因为马来人puasa,老师突然讲:wah, banyak air kat meja ni'' 全部人就收起来,我就跟着收,放地上咯。哪里懂给老师看到,就给她鸟了一下~今天可以讲一直给她算咯~一直拿我的水瓶来玩~

让我最生气的就是上add math的时候。那死三只麻瓜一直讲我,add math 的那个不懂什么f写到很像f,然后我会做可是我把它念成f就一直给他们笑,可是他们还不够,还要叫老师来纠正我,酸我,嘛的!不会做就静静啦,还要跟我借,借了还叫靠呗多多~让我哭你们就完蛋,不会再睬你们就懂~


p/s: 纯粹为了发泄才乱吠~